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We had a review meeting at CAMHS on Monday afternoon. They have a new manager and joshualegenie's counsellor, who only got as far as the assessment stage in one year has moved on. The new guy obviously had all the notes but as no specific instructions had been left he wanted us to go over everything with him. It is very painful for Joshua to have to keep talking about the past and I wasn't sure if it would have been better if I went without him. However, Joshua was happy to go so we decided to go together. The meeting lasted about 2 hours and was traumatic and difficult for us both, we were both absolutely exhausted by the end of it. I was quite surprised and upset how negative Joshua was about steverogerson, yet another complication to add to the mix. To make matters worse CAMHS are not at all sure if there is anything they can do for Josh. There is no doubt that he needs some sort of support but we keep meeting brick walls. Monday evening was difficult, but Josh went to school ok today. I had got a letter from Esporta yesterday as well. They seem to be under the impression that I should have given them 3 months notice, they have me down as a monthly payer which requires 3 months notice but I thought I had just joined for one year and that year was up so no notice was needed. Couldn't cope with that yesterday so left phoning them till this morning. In short they were very unpleasant and not willing to compromise. Steve says I need to write to them and it will sort itself out, but could really do without the hassle, it has certainly put me off joining again. Anyway the phone conversation triggered off a really good cry this morning. I think a cry was what I needed to help me get over yesterday as well. Had a cake in town and then lunch with Pete. Joshua went to his drama class this evening after missing 2 weeks, so was really proud of him. I went to my computer course after missing 3 session and really struggling with the work last time I was there, so I was pleased with myself as well. Had been on the verge of giving up the course but did see some light at the end of the tunnel this evening. Bought a new vacuum cleaner, paid the water bill on line (a first for me), so feel that I have turned the downwards spiral around. Think I will give weightwatchers a miss tomorrow, much too much comfort food and alcohol this week. Current Mood: accomplished
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